i think it's about time that we switch roles. it'll be my turn to be nonchalant. goodnight, dear heart.

Some people can be really unreasonable at times. Well, most of the time. I don't understand why nicer tones can't be projected? I mean if you really want the respect, then earn it. Do you even like it when someone comes to you and scream her lungs out? Blaming you every single thing when you know nuts and you have to figure out yourself what the fuck that someone is trying to tell you? Idiots. I don't entertain rude people. I don't give a fuck if you're an elderly or not. Everyone deserves to be respected. Where's your brain? In your butt uh? On the brighter note, things are getting better each day. Reminds me so much of 2006. I am falling in love with you all over again.

I assume you have the most thickest skin ever. The only main reason will be that you obviously miss that someone thus, making that move. Don't tell me you only depend on someone to be your friend? I feel sorry for you. You seem so weak. Aren't you ashamed of your action? Tsk. 

didn't picture my saturday to be like this. no more requesting for anymore day offs on a saturday. even though how much i hated working on the weekends, at least i'll earn extra bucks on a weekend. wouldn't want to spend my weekend just lazing around at home. feel so sick. back to work tmr. how great! i miss school, very much. :(

i still think i am the most temperamental person ever to be born in this world. i should really thank the people around me for having an extra patience when handling me knowing how temperamental and how ego i can be. and i really hate it when someone gets in my way. i don't get it why must you be doing the same old thing when you know you shouldn't be doing it anymore? when the hell will you get it right? NEVER. don't mention anything about trusts. no point explaining. i barely even know you. i thought i am the weird one, but i guess i've found someone who is as weird as me. continue doing, because you'll really succeed in life.

i should stop bothering about all these ridiculous stuff. i should distract myself. i mean, no one cares about other's feelings right? all they care about is their own. i don't understand how some people could constantly making the first move to text. and how could you make someone feel less important? shouldn't you be diverting all your attention to that someone when you're out with them instead of your phone? sometimes i feel that we should throw our phones away to make things better. i hate it when my insecurities strike back. don't mention anything about trust. what kind of assurance do you have right now? 

i need retail therapy stat. i am looking forward for my off days. can't deny the fact that my ego still sky high. how do i level it down? :'(

hello i am a depressed kid facing depressing people every single day. i need a short getaway AGAIN. 

it's normal for someone to feel insecure about certain stuff, right? sigh, can't help but to feel insecure and paranoid over certain stuff. oh, please tell i've made the right decision. oh crap. 

it's nice to have you back in my arms. i promise not to let you go ever again because losing you was a huge mistake. i love you. really do.

I'm glad things happened for a reason. I am glad that you were once part of my life. I know i may look like i am managing well but the truth is, deep deep deep down, part of me still missing you. I hope you're doing good on your side. Happy supposedly 5th year to us. It's the 19th of the month today. 